November 2012
1 post
May 2012
59 posts
When I'm silent
didn’t get enough sleep.
waiting for something to be over.
don’t have anything to say.
over thinking/over analyzing a situation.
upset or worried.
falling apart.
or all of the above.
I just wanna let myself into someone's arms right...
i woke up late today and i felt like shit. it was like having a hangover and it just won’t go away. it is not something physical but something mentally and i just feel like throwing out.
the shit that i am having?
TNA:
Everything have to send in by next monday and ya know what? that silly HR manager is not replying any emails at all. who don’t feel fuck up huh? and it was all my...
I feel like punching something right now to get...
Today, i told one more person of my deep secret.
The only thing that can take this feelings away is being taken away.
Slipped away.
Damn it. the only place where i can pour out my feelings is here huh?
i wanna play in the rain. i wanna let this feelings out. i hate keeping it far inside my head. i scared it might just come out soon and i just don’t have the strength to keep it in. i thought i was strong enough but i guess i’m not.
i just wanna let myself out right now. will everything be okay? will all be...
April 2012
210 posts
Day full with drama.
i don’t mean to babble anything useless but at times, if some things don’t come off the chest, it just feel like i slowly cutting myself and let the blood flow out but im not dying. and that type of feelings sucks FYI.
do you ever had the feeling that you are a minority and the majority is trying to put a border between so that the feelings won’t get any stronger? havve you ever...